Honor Your Goddesses. Mom Figures, Mates and Mentors

My friend and mentor Paula Scardamalia gave me some good advice recently via a tarot card reading. Paula and the Three of Cups reminded me to honor my goddesses, my designation for the three women pictured on that card which honors the heart, the emotions and our dreams.

I knew at once who those three women were in my life. They fit to overflowing Paula’s criteria for what they should have been for me. They were my supporters when I most needed them and have remained so ever since, even though they have passed on from this plain. They keep me from being overcome and undermined by the obstacles in my path, including myself.

Paula encouraged me to name these women and keep them present in my mind and heart, but most of all to honor them. I encourage you to do the same. Identify your goddesses, name them, honor them. I bestow that honor by writing about my three wonderful women here. I hope you will do the same for the three women who steadfastly urged you toward your light.

Grandma & Me at Two and a HalfFirst always among my goddesses is Grandma. Alice Jane Rowland Boudiette. She was the bright light of my first seven years and of the past twenty-seven also. I lost her, to some extent, during the forty-plus years between those early and later periods of my life. Maybe because I was bewildered by her sudden absence, hurt and even a little angry at her for leaving me in difficult circumstances with difficult people.

My mother was mentally ill. My father was overwhelmed and increasingly angry. Still, the basic principles Grandma taught me abided somehow. She was my template for how to be a good, caring person who makes the world a better place. She continues to be that model for me. I am grateful she was eventually restored to me. That’s the two of us in the garden when I was two or so.

Marilyn (Swartz) Seven was the first real friend I made after moving to New York City in 1980. I was bewildered yet again and shaken by another loss, this time of the comfortable life I had built upstate. New York was too much for me to handle, or so I thought, and I felt anything but comfortable. Then Marilyn appeared and coaxed me out of the Hell’s Kitchen apartment where I’d been cowering. “Chutzpah,” she said. “We’re going to get you some.”

She dragged me to my first MWA (Mystery Writers of America) meeting and dumped me into a conversation with Mary Higgins Clark. That was my beginner giant step into the publishing world, where I have spent my professional life ever since. We lost Marilyn too, to breast cancer. I miss her spirit and hear her enthusiastic voice in my ear to this day. Because of her, chutzpah became my thing. Thank you, Marilyn.

Artie's DeliSeli Groves called me her little sister, and I was honored by that, as I was honored to know her. Seli’s wit was always with her, lightened by gentleness and good cheer, never harsh. Her smile warmed me through and throughwhenever I was in her presence. We would meet at Artie’s Delicatessen near the corner of Broadway and 82nd Street in Manhattan. I remember sitting in the window with coleslaw and huge pickles in front of us.

Seli was forever teaching me, though never pompously, about life, about people, about writing and publishing. She taught me about Judaism too, and brought me to love its traditions. Of my own religion, she’d say, “Jesus was a good Jewish boy. He went to temple on Shabbat and took care of his mother.” I said Kaddish for her in my imperfect shiksa way every day for a year after her death. I wish I could sit with her in the deli window again and laugh and learn.

These three women, so different from one another in the way they appeared to the world, are together as one in my heart. They blessed me mightily, and I shall honor them as long as I live.

Alice Orr – http://www.aliceorrbooks.com

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10 thoughts on “Honor Your Goddesses. Mom Figures, Mates and Mentors

    1. Hi Christine. How good it is to hear from you. I’m glad to hear you’re pondering your heroines. What a glorious way to spend one’s brain and heart. There is nothing but an upside. Blessings. Alice

    1. Hi Anne. I do feel blessed to have such amazing companions on my travels through. They sustain me and nourish me and are with me every day, as are you. Blessings. Alice

  1. Alice,
    This piece is lovely and so gratifying to anyone who reads it. The words make us remember the women in out lives who contributed so much–or moms, our aunts, our sisters, real and under the skin. Lucky me, you were one of those who got under my skin in 1990. I have forever been grateful for that meeting.
    Tep

    1. Hi Dorice. It makes me smile to hear from you. I cherish that day in 1990 also and all of the years since. My women friends are my heroines, and you are definitely one of those. Blessings. Alice

  2. Wonderful post! Such a marvelous glimpse into your life and times. You made me really think about whom I would honor as goddesses in my life. I enjoyed reviewing the special women in my life and realized I have been lucky to have those goddesses when I truly needed them. Thank you!

    1. Hi Nancy. Aren’t we lucky to know the women we know? They make our paths brighter and easier in so many ways. For example, you have inspired me, and that definitely makes you one of my heroines. Blessings. Alice

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